baby, dun cry.. coz u stil need to fight!

met the guys for dinner. a happy gathering - the 5 of them n the lao-poz. ken passed his driving test at his first try.. ha, Jx says "he did the impossible". of coz, the rest needs to take an avg 3.25 times to pass, keke.. aiya, this guy, juz a matter he wans anot la. .. am looking fwd for these boys to get marry soon, and hv their own little flats.. ha, so fast, all grown-up now!

skipped my yoga lesson today again. guilty lo. but reali dun feel like going. so diff fr elementry, which i enjoyed so much..sigh, stil hv 3 mths to go. i'll resume nex week, no more excuses.

suddenly wanna go into daze... wanna leave reality for a while...


..wat wld u do..


if you are ...


not afraid..??

Sally.Angeline.Mae @ breko bugis!


Hihi... !! it's another gals' nite out. had dinna @ Miss Saigon (highly MSG-ed) then went Breko opposite Bugis Junction, not-too-bad a place.. even got their unique B-shaped membership card ;)

it's almost 10yrs since we left H.I, and it's quite amazing we r stil in touch. kaka... was toking to angie while waiting for her dearie mark yest, n was wondering wat wld it be like in another 10yrs.. er, i wld then be 37 liao!! ahhhhhh! hopefully i can drive my own car, hv my own apartment, enjoy life e way i wan it to be. no hopes for marriage, really. no need to.. haha..

... n this yr's really a good yr for hermmy, good for u! grab all the chances u hv and go for it! u'll soon gonna hv ur own exhibition here, in ur very own country!



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the time now is 1.10am. juz came back from movie not so long ago. watch the long-waited 2046. nice, i rate it 7.8, although it's abit .. too rich? too many characters w diff short story trying to come out in 2hrs.. but i stil like it la, coz it's a WKW fi-lim, coz got faye n takuya... n wait so long liao...

today's also the conference for leadership submit... i think i can be demanding n act-leader sometimes.. plus abit perfectionist - i thot i wasnt.

one thing learned for the week - stop being nice n get things done!! ... u cant please everyone, so wake up!

In office now - was feeling a bit .. not so balanced lo. Think i better:

1) improve myself - read a lot of books, gain alot of knowledge, so tht I know how to handle situations and be more confident!!

2)or be a goody-2-shoes: stay lovely and take all the SHIT I need not to.. not tht i'm being bully or wat.. jus tht my indecisive character has not brought me very far. I need to pick up good good good negotiation skills, be firm and get things done!

...AARRRGGHHH!!! wat the hell is taking pl in me now? so frustrated! ... can feel the my sleeve spliting and my throat turning green n thick..!
hulking ..

had my 27th birthday las thurs.. well, maybe u shd tell mi how i shd feel. i'm no difference now fr what 5 yrs ago - cash at bank is stil low, i hvn't been able to go to alot of places, i hvnt been able to give me parents and family quite a lot of "xiang shou" yet... sigh. tell me wat to think lo... almost 30 liao, m stil the same.

and i hvnt been able to focus on my job recently. dunno y. cant seems to perform as well as when i'm a temp... if stil no improvement, boss sure can see one... n i wun forgive myself.

anyway... have a gd day... jus another day.

had a meeting w my new director for operations today... something he said struck me .. and i wan to record this down and share it: he say when a worm's growing to a larva, then to cocooning itself before becoming a butterfly, it hv to squeeze itself out of it's shell? ... if ever someone's to go prick the shell or cocoon open, the larva wil not grow muscles and fly... the process of struggle n squeezing is essential for it to grow, so that i'll eventually become a beautiful butterfly n fly high..

i think...i'll squeeze thru too...i'll.