In office now - was feeling a bit .. not so balanced lo. Think i better:

1) improve myself - read a lot of books, gain alot of knowledge, so tht I know how to handle situations and be more confident!!

2)or be a goody-2-shoes: stay lovely and take all the SHIT I need not to.. not tht i'm being bully or wat.. jus tht my indecisive character has not brought me very far. I need to pick up good good good negotiation skills, be firm and get things done!

...AARRRGGHHH!!! wat the hell is taking pl in me now? so frustrated! ... can feel the my sleeve spliting and my throat turning green n thick..!
hulking ..