Friday, December 02, 2011

It is gonna be a brand NEW year!

家里地砖多处爆裂,不得已,得重新装修。要般要丢的东西很很很多,借此机会好好"去旧迎新",丢掉没用的,重新选择记忆;也空出位置,期待更好的接下来。

Friday, November 18, 2011

A wild dream come true

today is the last day of the conference.

the conference & exhibition spreads over 3 days. the preparation certainly took more than 3 months, and the idea & initiative was born over 3 yrs ago, when the bosses has a vision and a mission to bring this over to asia.

it was a long painful period of "morning sickness" for many involved. the 7 sub-committees were made up of many volunteer members; there were rounds and rounds of evening meetings; days and days of planning, building and scrutinizing. but it is a certainly a healthy baby born this day, tht we all forgot how long we took, and somehow, it's worth those "throwing-up" and moments of "giving-up".

a good leader is able to sell his dream and hope. he will gather and bring his group of people help make his dream come true with him and for him. he have to to bring these people on a journey which he may not necessarily traveled before. i hv to give it to him when it comes to "selling hope". seriously, why would anyone wanna come onboard? only the wild horse will run the desolate land.

i stil hv my sparks of fire. but i am afraid of spinning ard in circles again. a frog looking out of the well, what do i do now?

我对自己开了一枪


什么状况 其实不必讲
反正人来人往 每个人都有伤
什么难处 就让他随便滋长
反正世事无常 没必要在夜里翻墙
若不是真累了
怎允许让身体渐渐的褪色

我是什么颜色
是不是我选择的 那款狠狠的红色
那一夜 我对着自己开了一枪
我看着自己身上的伤
然后礼貌的 笑着说对不起把你弄脏
再补一枪
直到彻底毁掉我脸上的妆
直到看不见我等待的渴望
然后缓缓的轻轻的美丽的洒在地上

什么状况 其实不必讲
反正人来人往 每个人都有伤
什么难处 就让他随便滋长
反正世事无常 没必要在夜里翻墙
若不是真累了
怎允许让身体渐渐的褪色

我是什么颜色
是不是我选择的 那款狠狠的红色
那一夜 我对着自己开了一枪
我看着自己身上的伤
然后礼貌的 笑着说对不起把你弄脏
再补一枪
直到彻底毁掉我脸上的妆
直到看不见我等待的渴望
然后缓缓的轻轻的美丽的洒在地上

啊 有些话讲了等于没讲
再多的配合又怎样
若不是你在现场
那一夜 我对着自己开了一枪
我看着自己身上的伤
然后礼貌的 笑着说对不起把你弄脏
再补一枪
直到彻底毁掉我脸上的妆
直到看不见我等待的渴望
然后缓缓的轻轻的美丽的洒在地上

我想我心碎了
谢谢你那么的 安静的捧场

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Connecting My Dots

iGenius: How Steve Jobs Changed the World.

An over-due 42-min documentary which I hadn't have time to watch. Just like Steve has inspired the world, this featuring video speaks to me more than I expected. It was produced by Discovery Channel, and you can view the video here.

The clip introduces Steve from how he started his life when his biological parents put him up for adoption, growing up into teen, a music junky, a college drop-out and how he started his business in a garage with Steve Wozniak...we know the rest of the story.

What hit me was this snippet from his Commencement Address at Standford University, 2005:

"... Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle."

I YouTubed the speech as well; watch him here. He shared with his audience three stories, and these are what I caught:

Connecting the Dots: ...you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

Love & Lost: He was fired by the company he started. He dropped the baton that was passed to him; he failed.. but to him "But it is really the awful tasting medicine which the patient needed it." Don't lose faith. This is the exact period that got him even more creative and was more sure of what he truly loves doing.

Death: He was diagnosed with cancer in 2004. "If this is your last day to live, you have nothing to lose. You are already naked, you have no reason not to follow your heart. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.. "

He ended his 15-min speech with his wish for himself and the graduates, "Stay hungry. Stay foolish."

Food for Thought.

My relections: I have a lot of noises, or "dogma" to sort out. I have done a lot of things randomly. Those are things I love. But are these dots gonna connect?

"What do you wanna do?" I have little inner voices murmering, but how can I be sure? Continue seeking? Dont settle? I aint 23 anymore. Gotta stop chasing rainbow and create one soon.

Friday, November 04, 2011

Anti Depressant

dinner time.
left office early today and bought two packets of fried carrot cake in dark sauce.
i dnt care, i need to staisfy my craving.
dinner at home - half bowl white rice with braised pork belly.
2 small whole crabs. steamed, fresh and sweet.
a soup bowl of yong tau fu and cai sim.
oh, the friend carrot cake, i finished half a pack.
and at the far end of the table, a bowl of pork lard deep fried into golden cubes. i picked a few and chew... i hope mum make dried mee pok tomorrow.

food is the best therapy. a simple sugar roll helps, a scoop of ice-cream or a good kaya toast with kopi.
but 再酱下去,体重不用量了。


Thursday, September 08, 2011

刚走进楼下的canteen,大雨就倾盆而下。之前闷闷的,这下好了,心情和空气突然轻松许多。

就让我买杯咖啡,在这儿多呆一下下。

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

Animal Instinct

哥说, 受伤了不要紧。
要紧的是要像Wolverine, 要会self-heal。
而且, 要快。

Listen - you can’t let me die!

Monday, August 08, 2011

Thots on Sunday

Soo sent me a quote fr a book, "Moving forward can be a very frightening, yet powerful, act. In retreating, we come face to face with the silent screams of helplessness."

Wats there to whine about, reali. Yet, we r always stuck in our little something. So, watever tht's bothering u, back off!

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Dear 友人

张小娴经典语录100句
http://blog.readnovel.com/article/htm/tid_203738.html


她的句子有时会让人痛彻心扉。不过,痛过之后就好了。你也找一句适合自己的吧。


From 萌

Sunday, June 05, 2011

InSyn

Can be quite cool in couple outfit sometimes. only sometimes.

from here.

Friday, June 03, 2011

34.24.34

Nothing much changes. I stil feel like 24.
Nothing much changes. My waistline is stil far far away fr 24.
Nothing much changes. Except tht I now pick up anti-wrinkle cream instead of pimple cream.
I am grateful for all I am and I have.
For the coming year, may i continue to hv strength n courage to seek dreams, and be guided by angels to fulfill them.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

杂物

一个人
一个身体
为什么会需要那么多
衣服、鞋子、包包、腰带
鞋子、包包、衣服、大小杂物...
丢不掉。收不完
怎么办哪?!

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Moving Pictures

I like these. From here.






Saturday, February 19, 2011

瀟灑小姐


nice!! 好想学跳舞!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Din u notice?


aww.... an EDM from PostSecret

Thursday, February 10, 2011

As Your Heart Desires

Have been receiving eNewsletter from MetaCircle. the author is one of our associates, and she maintains a blog here. Many of which I can identify with, and it turns out to be some notes of encouragement.

I am a believer in the power of mind. my yoga teacher (or was it tarot teacher?)once said, keep dreaming. dream of anything u wan, and it may come true. for which any greatest invention would hv first started in the mind of the inventor.

Here it is, an abstract from the newsletter.

A Very Happy and Prosperous New Year to you. How did your new year start? Any new plans, goals, vision in sight? Or have you given up on making resolutions?

Take a look back at where you have arrived. Did you not at one time wished for certain aspects of your life, whether it be something material like your own home, your new car, your corner office or even your new mobile phone or bag/shoes ... or some intangibles like your dream vacation, seeing new places, your job, your promotion, time off, chosen lifestyle, time with the family, provision for loved ones and so on?

You know, somewhere along the way, you must have wished for it. Sometimes it may seem like wishful thinking on cloud 9. But it happened. Dreams do come true. If only you would dream. When it is ecological, it might just come true.

So what's stopping you from dreaming your goals in life? Do you envision it happening? I do. Many times, I have set goals for events and some creature comforts, they materialise. Surprise, surprise. And yet not, as they have been on my list. Even the most minute and simplest goal did not go astray.

Every Chinese New Year, my favourite greeting would be "心想事成". Simply translated it says, "What you heart/head desires, may it come true." I sometimes wonder how seriously people would take this statement to heart. It's a very powerful statement which I have engraved in my heart.

So start with your list of goals. Be careful what you put down as those dreams may just come true. And be forewarned through, some goals may take longer to reach than you expect.


so folks, i wish you: 心想, 事成.

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

Google

i think this is quite nice.

Saturday, February 05, 2011

Sandbox

was repacking some stuff, and found a dream fr 2007