fast forwarded

ami is returning to sydney nex wk.

it didnt hit me very much in the first 5 mins when she first tell me. she jus called to say the embassy is giving some headaches and her lawyer advise her to return soon so tht they can take over. she has prepare us for a few mths by now, and we hv been talking abt it... so, yes, the cows are certainly going to miss her. but we didnt dream it'll be so soon.

after blabbering over the phone for a while, the news suddenly sank it. and joyce has left for her europe holiday that ami wont be able to see her before she return to syd. the chok suddenly came, and tears roll down my cheeks, just like tt. no more crazy laughter, no more friday nite movies with her crazy recommendations. no more humble hut outings and insane movie marathon nites. no more sleepy eyes looking at me while i go on complaining abt my work over impromptu dinners at sushi tei and toast box.

but we all knw it's for every good reason that she's returning. just tht lao-tian pressed the fast-fwd button and suddenly she need to leave next week.

we will see u in nine mths, ami!!