恋

i've nv been in a realationship before. but i knw how sweet it can be, and how it can tear heart apart too.

and for the past few years, i have heard more break-ups and "i-love-you-but-i-cant-be-with-you"s more than sweet ones.

i wonder - y are we so vulnerable and helpless when it comes to 感情的事. i cant reali sleep the past few nites... and when i open my eyes, the same questions lingers in my head. and friends whom i love are stuck with situations which does not allow them to move forward. reali 身不由己? or are they just too weak to help themselves? i believe anything is possible. i believe 事在人为 .

我难过了好几天. 可是这都是别人的故事. 故事里没有我. 我帮不上忙 , 也插不上手. i wish i love no one. i wish i would not go thru these.