the 101th post

in this 101th post, i'm stil asking myself - wat's real for me?

i hate the way my new mgt drove away my boss, and how they treated his departure. but how can i be sure? maybe i shd jus trust my instinct...

i wanted to quit my job and find my true passion. my mum said some people has been trying to find their 'true passion' whole of their life but they achieved nothing. sometimes it's better to get real with life.

i knw if i stay on, i can only be the best co-ordinator. i snapped at my mum tt this is not my interest. i shd knw very well by now, aft 4 yrs at nxf, and another 5 yrs in stada. i only wan to move on, and now tht i stil hv a choice, i wan to be choosing wat i thot i like. i need support...

this blog is so gloomy. okok. I'm planning to bring my folks to HK this end of march wif my sis. this has been our little dream to bring our folks out. and after all these yrs, the two of us can finally get to do shopping together at HK esprit! hehe...

.. and i'm planning to go Bintan in april with the boys again! our annual trip for the 3rd yr! i wanna just lay in the sea til we feel our skin burning, wake up every morning, had breakfast and run into the sea again! this is wat i call true holiday... i'm reali looking fwd to tt.

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