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i did it again. I've conf w him all but pagination n went ahead to print 50 booklets. I reali think e words are visible. I thot I've cover it all by doing it earlier this yr. but i did wrong again. so i ask for advise. it says tt i'm too absent-minded, no vision, no planning, no relfection of my own journey this far; i'm in a fragaile stage now and no one can help me expect myself; running away wil not help me... Me, pls help me.