Salyn
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checking ourselves out in the mirror...

Hi! Happi New Year..! err.. ya la, 7days liao. ha. trying to sort out my thots. so many things are happening everyday, but reali too tired to jot down.

umm...let's see. i'm faced w challenges in dealing the people-differences recently -esp among my gp of friends and in workplace. hate e role of being middle-man. hate to curb my emotions coz i need to b responsible for my actions towards bosses, client, colleagues. life is so short n get-together time is so precious, n yet, there will always b ppl trying to mess ard w empty promises and taking things for granted.

am i not coping? no, i think i did well. i hv learnt n am fortunate tht i'm able to recognise these differences n get along w it. but how long can i hang in there? i'm reali not sure. always initiating gatherings, always absorbing e impact of being a in-between.. it's reali not easy to b a people-person. i wish i am more spoilt, more bitchy. y shd i wanna stand fr everyone's pt of view n understand things? torn.

this yr's 28. well...when i was young, i thot i like this number very much. it shd b an age of success, a woman of this age shd b at her most attractive, n happiest. a mordern woman who knws wat she wans for herself... n yes, perhaps, a gd age to settle down too. but... i'm here. wat hv i got?

c'mon, it's new year .. hvn't u got anything happier to share?? .. ok la, i'm going taipei coming wed. ha.. finally. u knw - HK, taiwan, japan, greece. but b4 i go, let me continue to remind myself of 'people-differences'. i reali wan to enjoy myself.

well, anyway, it's a gd time of e yr to set some agenda for myself b4 e nex dec comes - i wanna keep my promise to my bosses & myself, i'll help stada grow. pl in pl the necessary processes and well, set up sound databases, web & portal.. n those marketing tools, events etc etc. there's so much i wanna. i wan to make them come true. pray for me ok?

n on ending note, of coz, not forgetting how e tsunami is affect the whole region n how amazing ppl can come together so quickly to help; e merger of the two channels finally took pl; n e 2 new adidas watch as well as 10 pieces of new cutie tofu mascot we've bought. keke..

*yAwN*.. need to stop here liao. take care. tok more nex time!