In office now - was feeling a bit .. not so balanced lo. Think i better:

1) improve myself - read a lot of books, gain alot of knowledge, so tht I know how to handle situations and be more confident!!

2)or be a goody-2-shoes: stay lovely and take all the SHIT I need not to.. not tht i'm being bully or wat.. jus tht my indecisive character has not brought me very far. I need to pick up good good good negotiation skills, be firm and get things done!

...AARRRGGHHH!!! wat the hell is taking pl in me now? so frustrated! ... can feel the my sleeve spliting and my throat turning green n thick..!
hulking ..

had my 27th birthday las thurs.. well, maybe u shd tell mi how i shd feel. i'm no difference now fr what 5 yrs ago - cash at bank is stil low, i hvn't been able to go to alot of places, i hvnt been able to give me parents and family quite a lot of "xiang shou" yet... sigh. tell me wat to think lo... almost 30 liao, m stil the same.

and i hvnt been able to focus on my job recently. dunno y. cant seems to perform as well as when i'm a temp... if stil no improvement, boss sure can see one... n i wun forgive myself.

anyway... have a gd day... jus another day.