Wednesday, January 24, 2007

whr's the almost perfect job?

everyone says there's nothing such as The Perfect Job. So, is there any Almost Perfect Job?

Met with the Gossipers fr nXf jus now. Here we are, grumbling abt our colleagues, our job scope, our pay, our benefits, our career path... But there might be ppl who doesn't even hv a job; there might be ppl who dun even have the ability to work. wat do they care more then? wld u stil grumble when u r now drawing decent pay and hv ability to support urself as compared to them?

ok, we all hv different levels of needs. but reali, wat's e difference between doing admin in company A vs markting in company B? Wat's the difference between a freelancer and a full-time employee? We will meet with challenges, no matter wat we do. So, does it mean tt it'll be easier if we moved on? wat if we cant deal with it again? ...hate to admit it, but tt's my worst fear. is this a sign of getting too comfortable?

... maybe we jus wanna be less unhappy. Maybe for some, the passion in their work holds them high above everything, against all odds. And holding on to my job is like hanging on to a ex-lover, whom u hope wld turn back around someday, to re-lit tt fire again. maybe it'll work, maybe i'll find someone else soon?

in the meanwhile, i'll stil be around, until i'm clear of wat i want.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007