do u think being alone is not quite rite? y muz i get a someone? ... is it true tht if i dun get a partner by 35 i'll become some strange old maid? ... hey friend, i think i am doing fine lo... guess maybe i knw i may feel lost n lonely aft any break-up, i knw i do not need one tht wil help to prove me rite.

sometimes, don't you think, it's reali tired to be the one taking initiative all the time.

i think i'm getting tired... but i stil love them. i stil love my friends. so what if i'm tired? i know i'll stop making the first move to call n gather them only when i dun care anymore. sigh... back to square one. i care.

xmas is coming. i wan to meet a lot more friends, but, i hope i had more substance in my bank account man. there's a lot more places i want to go nex yr, i think i better do something abt it ...

rating for the day: 4 stars of 10. as moody as the weather.