do u think being alone is not quite rite? y muz i get a someone? ... is it true tht if i dun get a partner by 35 i'll become some strange old maid? ... hey friend, i think i am doing fine lo... guess maybe i knw i may feel lost n lonely aft any break-up, i knw i do not need one tht wil help to prove me rite.

sometimes, don't you think, it's reali tired to be the one taking initiative all the time.

i think i'm getting tired... but i stil love them. i stil love my friends. so what if i'm tired? i know i'll stop making the first move to call n gather them only when i dun care anymore. sigh... back to square one. i care.

xmas is coming. i wan to meet a lot more friends, but, i hope i had more substance in my bank account man. there's a lot more places i want to go nex yr, i think i better do something abt it ...

rating for the day: 4 stars of 10. as moody as the weather.

i dun like to wait. i dun like to sit n sulk. i dun like to put my own happiness in other ppl's hand. i dun wan others to control how they can make me feel... i dun like. i dun like becoz i'm scared of losing. i'm scared of losing to others, of losing out to myself, to declared i'm defeated.

i gotta be strong. i have to.

ok, so this is my second attempt trying to post something on this is space .... keke.

erm... wanna thank gingershandy of coz, for her 'ho gai xiao' to this pl, i'm sure we'll all hv fun here!...certainly a gd pl to exchange some thots here!

and then.... as said in my previous posting, hv no particular thots yet, but am thankful of all the things tht i hv, all the friends tht i've got and.. well, am looking fwd to a more exciting n beautiful life!

.... umm, til my nex entry, u tae care n stay bo-chap!